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Melancholy Ode
by Doug Tanoury

I have come to see
That love has seasons
All it own,
Of great growth and warmth
And deep dormancy and coolness
Quite apart and independent
Of what I want or will.

And I think seasons have meaning
Only in their changing,
The sweetness of summer
Awakens on January mornings,
As I now see us
Not based on what we are,
But on what we once were.

So let these lines of melancholy verse
Mark this changing season,
The bare trees and gray grasses,
The iced-over silence
That falls betweens us
When we meet
And all the words unspoken

For us in this season
Of restraint and holding back,
Of dormant longings,
Long pauses
And periods of quiet resentment
Between us that will no doubt grow
Like springs flowers

Into abundant regrets
In some future season.